Little Squeaky Girl

A micro-blog in a macro-blogosphere.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

I LIKE PIZZA!! I LIKE IT ALOT...Steve



Was feelin' kind of bored..you know, just randomly skipping around to different web pages. Looking for who knows what! Then along came Andy @ Pizzaholic ! Not too much content yet, but what's there so far is enough to send a drool string down the side of my chin. Hello Cheddar Cheese Bacon pizza!! and Good-Bye burgers..I'm grillin' PIZZA!!!
Keep it comin' Andy!!

SMILING THRU THE PAIN!!



Some things just can't help but make ME smile. Lately I've been so focused on what's wrong in my life (like hurt, betrayal, anger, bitterness etc.., put it this way, nothin' good)that I wasn't seeing all the good things that I have to be thankful for. Couldn't seem to find my way out of that black cloud that was so thick I could barely breathe. I was letting the callous incasing my heart to harden a little more each day. Who wouldn't want revenge! Give back some of the pain on those who have caused so much. HELL YEAH!! But that would accomplish what? I gotta be better than that! Cuz at the end of the day......I still gotta look at me in the mirror. Can't lower myself to the tactics and actions of those who have me in the state I'm in. It's those very tactics and actions that I despise. Can't understand why people feel compelled to treat others in the way they do... Maybe when they look in the mirror they only see what they want to see. Not the true image, but the one their minds eye has created for them...
Anyways, I digress! I know(there goes that silent K again) that my brother Steve might hate my Honda Accord. Infact he has probably given it a few new names that I better not(no silent K) repeat. But I think I might start callin' it "GLB"(Gods little blessing). In Steve's defense, the honda did have some very frustrating shit going on with it. He's had that car apart a few times to say the least!! Water pump, head gasket...warped head..etc..! That's a lot of work if you know(.....K....) what I mean! Soooo anyways...he calls me on Friday and says I can come and pick it up cuz he's just about got it all back together....KOOL!!! I had company though, so I was gonna get it on Saturday.
Get a call Sat. morning from Steve sayin'...."Don't come pick up your car cuz I don't know whats wrong with it, but it's not right"."It's blowing water out of the exhaust, so it might have a cracked block" So I'm thinking to myself. " How much more crap am I supposed to take"? Without a car I can't get to work, can't catch back up finacially if I got to have a new engine put in that BLASTED (I was calling it names at the time too) Honda!! God!!! I can't handle no more!! I felt like dying.
Gary had to leave for work, so I figured I'd just spend the day on my computer posting and what not(..never mind). That's when it hit me...Instead of posting all this negative crap I've got going on in my head...why don't I post about something good. Like how blessed I am to have my family(my Loganville family that is) around. That I DO have people in my life who are givers..not users. That there are people in my life who LOVE me and actually care about what happens to me or how I might feel..
So I started looking thru my pictures of my family for some happy ones to post....I wasn't gonna be bitter anymore.....
The phone rings at that moment and I hear Steve say"Come get your car, it seems to be okay"
I felt like the Grinch, cuz my heart grew 10 times ! Call it what you will, but I like to refer to it as "Divine Intervention". Even if God didn't take it all away at once...He gave me a whole box of bandaids and even told me where I needed them most. Right on the places on my heart where He cut away some of that callous.
Thank you to Steve, Mom, Kathaleen, Mike, both nephews(Steve & John) and Farley(he makes me laugh)!!
Special thanx to the Honda!! If it hadn't broken down the second time....well who knows???!!!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

GOD BLESS AMERICA!












Thank you to all the men and women who have, are and will sacrifice their lives to keep us a free nation!!!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

GOT NEW ATTITUDE!!!!

Some people go thru life makin' the same old mistakes, over and over again, with no apparent reason. Dumb Asses!! I on the other hand, have a very apparent reason. So at least I'm a Dumb Ass with a damn good reason.
Unfortunately for some I'm also a Dumb Ass with a new attitude. Maybe I'm not so dumb afterall. How ya' likin me now Moe????




GRRRRRRR!!!!!